Tuesday, November 18, 2008

My past SIX months

My second post here.
from may until today, 18th of november, i also not dare to think how many months have i stopped down myself. i have chosen to walk the road which is bit different from others. but now, i am still pending to pursue it. is it really that hard to approve me as a postgrad student?
actually, i have tried to search for a temporary job in middle of june. my purpose to get a job is to gain extra working experience. but ended up i was not able to sign the agreement with the related companies. i also not willing to bluff them by temporarily work there. well, that time i told myself, i only have to wait for another 3 months, then i can start my master research.
in the mean time, i also obtained many advices from friends, asking me to get some so called Back Up plan. yea, i have been in dilemma, wondering should i just wait for the confirmation from UTAR or should i explore myself more with other supervisors from other uni. well, in order not to let myself have too much regret, i have sent emails to some supervisors from public university in Malaysia. but of course again, my mailbox is still empty until today. i didnt even get a single response from any of them. sob. am i really that worse to be chosen?
Utar. Utar. Utar. again i want to squeeze myself into this university to continue my master research. i have passed up my application form for october intake in end of july, and i am now still waiting for their offer letter. kinda boring. my patience again being challenged.
God bless me please. i really dont want to wait anymore.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The first blog of mine

until now, i am still not sure why i am here. hehe. just because of a friend, i decide to ON a corner for myself. mmm. writting a blog seems to get very popular recently. artists like to write a blog to complain about those DOggIes that following them, politicians wish to use this as a channel to gain more support and etc. well, my purpose here is pretty simple, just to share what i cant bear in my heart. haha.=p as what the friend told me, maybe this is a way to release..a channel to speak out my mind. so, i want to be a BLogger from today onwards.